i found that when i take a breath

i wonder how i survive

i take mindless steps that keep on passing me by

i have thoughts that swirl endlessly in my mind

i look at my self and find im not all there

i keep my feelings under control

i maintain a positive outlook

but with all this pent up emotion

how long do you think i will last

will i become a victim of my own emotional out blasts

i hate being cut off from my survival mechanism

i swear i will come off the rails of this roller coaster of a life

i’ll crash an burn till i am no more

or i’ll come out a better man

when they say it will be hard don’t ignore them

cos i hate these new low’s

it would be easy to give up

and throw it all away

but i did not work this hard

to give my dreams up

i will stand by my friends sides

no matter how much it hurts me to see them cry

cos all we need is happiness

to make it through life

but there will be times when you doubt your self

and every thing you believe in

but just remember theres a light at the end of the day

because we are worth so much more than we could ever believe

cos all i want is you by my side