please wait

while i think

i chose 

i lose 

i fall

into turmoil

while i decipher life's code

while i try to understand life's language

please wait 

while try to make up my mind

as i cry

dye

suffer

in remorse

please wait

with me buy my side

be the one that i can trust

be your self

be my friend

be honest

don't tell lies

don't hide things from me

don't have hidden agenders

please wait

for me

and i will see you

please wait

till i know if im all there

ready to take my next step down

the road of life 

waiting to discover

the next step

that i will take