you know somethings wrong

you walk right in tension central

you say something to test the water

you see those cold stairs staring back at you

you know its worse the you thought

you saw it coming but you’d hoped it stayed away

you heart rushes with emotion

your emotions take control

your gates been unlocked

bang you stab your knife in

you play your hand of cards

your completely honest this time

you wish you could take it back

you wish you didnt have to see her crawl with hurt

you feel like crud inside

you heart races even faster

you feel a little dizzy

you run away and hide

trying to escape from the world around you

you sit and cry your self silly

you try to come to terms with what just happened

you shake uncontrollably 

you pull your self together

you take your self out side

then the smallest thing sets you off

your emotions are like an automatic door

open shut all day long

but slowly over time you come to terms with these things

and realize life’s gonna be ok

and life is gonna be just right