there must be something so mixed up inside my head that I can't decide 1 simple little decision.

I WOULD LOVE to see this person, hang with them...etc etc..BUT whyyy do I feel like I can't.
Is it because I feel like no1 is trustworthy anymore, ..am i only looking for someone who can

stick around?
I know this person isn't going to stick around ^-^

but hey! why not be so re-arranged that I have NO idea what to do. One hand I could go out,..

the other hand I could stay home. But what is this stirring inside of me..

I am the biggest mess ever and it suits me? LOL

I mean an utter goofy mess xDD

To actually believe more in fairy tales than "best friends"

says something xDD

something unique(?)or something totally messed up..hmm..

I hope everyone is having a great week so far. lol