Perhaps after all these years have come and gone so quickly..
I'll snap out of this hazey nightmare that seems to have lasted way to long.

I once walked down a gorgeous snow covered road with trees that

over hang at the top, somewhere in nowhere New Hampshire.
You know, the kind you only see in photographs. 

A place where the air itself paints a cold coat of warmth, of beauty.
And at night, the fog breathes life through the branches..magically haunting

your senses.
 

I had never witnessed snow like that, a breath taking experience.. that after years

of missing it, I'd realize I need it back..and soon.

Oh how I miss that cold and unfamliar air...

Oh how I miss...

there must be something so mixed up inside my head that I can't decide 1 simple little decision.

I WOULD LOVE to see this person, hang with them...etc etc..BUT whyyy do I feel like I can't.
Is it because I feel like no1 is trustworthy anymore, ..am i only looking for someone who can

stick around?
I know this person isn't going to stick around ^-^

but hey! why not be so re-arranged that I have NO idea what to do. One hand I could go out,..

the other hand I could stay home. But what is this stirring inside of me..

I am the biggest mess ever and it suits me? LOL

I mean an utter goofy mess xDD

To actually believe more in fairy tales than "best friends"

says something xDD

something unique(?)or something totally messed up..hmm..

I hope everyone is having a great week so far. lol

I think I saw you in my sleep, darling
I think I saw you in my dreams,
You were stitching up the seams
On every broken promise that your body couldn\'t keep
I think I saw you in my sleep

Oh, I think I saw you in my sleep, darling
I think I saw you in my dreams,
You were stitching up the seams
On every broken promise that your body couldn\'t keep
I think I saw you in my sleep

I thought I heard the door open, oh no
Thought I heard the door open, but I only heard it close
*I thought I heard a plane crashing
But now I think it was your passion snapping*

I think you saw me confronting my fear
It went up with the bottle and down with the beer
And I think you oughta stay away from here
There are ghosts in the walls and they crawl in your head through your ear

I think I saw you in my sleep, lover
I think I saw you in my dreams,
You were stitching up the seams
On every mangled promise that your body couldn\'t keep
I think I saw you in my sleep

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I know that someday you\'ll be sleeping, darling
Likely dreaming off the pain
I hope you\'ll hear me in the streetlight\'s humming
Softly breathing out your name
I know that even with the seams stitched tightly
Darling, scars will remain
I say we scrape them from eachother, darling
And let them wash off in the rain
And when they run into the river
Oh no, let the water not complain
I swear that even with the distance slowly wearing out your name
Your hands still catch the light the right way
And our hearts still beat the same
And our hearts still beat the same

Supporting our brother and sister gingers!, in this case..a very talented Redhead musician named

Orla. =]

whatshappeningwithmeanymore:

myheartcaughtfire.

Figuring out how i'm going to get there, where i'm going to stay and for how long. ^-^ . I was never one

for planning things in advance.., always a spare of the moment kind thing for me.

I believe i'll be taking a greyhound bus up on the Thursday right before the festival..(it's cheaper by 10-15$)..

and if everything goes as planned I'll probably already have a place to stay with a friend. =]

which I'm more than thankful for,..(if it does work out) because that saves a lot of money.

I guess I might just stay till Sunday or so...

-[roughly] 180$ for a trip up and a trip back.

-(hopefully a place to stay with friends)

- ^ if not, then I might as well check later tonight or tomorrow for places.

- $ for the time being there.

and yeah..it'd probably be A LOT ^-^ easier if i booked earlier in the year.

but i had no real idea if i was going or not? (i don't know) LOl

But if the friend thing(place to stay) won't work..then i'll try my hardest to get a friend to go with me to cut costs for a hotel or something.

If anyone has anything(tips, info)..let me know. :) It'd be BEYOND appreciated.

-Andy

xoxo.

wishing i had someone to watch a movie with tonight.
I think i'll be able to tomorrow night though.. =]

hope everyone is having a great weekend

i have a new secret ^-^
hehe hope everyone is having a great day :D

..yeah i don't know what i'd do without you.


and i've already reached the point of complete insanity where it seems
i could only explain if you spent time with me, cause i simply just don't

have the words to describe how far into space i've gone.


Kate Nash, you're my favorite. always and forever.

..come with me, cause you're the only trust i have anymore.

wanna be eachother\'s everything? ^-^

the text has to be 50 symbols at least so yeah lol.